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[ [Mad and Crazy] ]
-Saturday, March 25, 2006-

I have turned mad. Actually I am sad. After those things that have happened, I got very sensitive to certain thing which I shouldn't say. Anyway, I deleted my blogs. I don't feel like blogging, I'm too lazy. And I'm still sad. The second part of the story is coming out. A few days later. I shall stop joking cause I am too sad and serious and I don't bother about anything. Like today's CDC practice. Although I have tried many times, I still am so glummy and gloomy and so idiotically serious. And I promised never to tuck out that fishy idiotic uniform too much again. I just cannot tuck out. I'm an idiot. And I get so easily irritated that now I'm talking to you, later I'm shouting. I am going to live my life this way and I don't mind. I didn't go Guides cause of sore throat. Suddenly felt like quitting CDC and Guides. Suddenly felt so much like dying. Not that I am tired, I just want to go on like that forever. I am already dead mentally and I mean it. I don't care for anything else. Lost my dear. I'm sad.

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|10:35 PM|

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[ [A Story] ]
-Friday, March 24, 2006-

Hey! Here's a story! In Chinese. Read and give me comments. Use the tag feature to do that. Thank you everyone. And it is copyrighted.

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|9:41 PM|

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[ [My Thoughts] ]
-Saturday, March 04, 2006-

Believe that bubbles will shine...
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Why does everybody, almost everybody treat me like I am invisible, or worse, doesn't even exists at all! You know that I expect a reply for every question I asks, and I don't like you to ignore me and pretend I was air. Yet that special someone didn't reply me and until I decided not to reply her messages anymore. I was getting real frustrated and angry these few days, and everybody kept ignoring me. CAN YOU STOP BEHAVING LIKE YOU CAN'T SEE ME, OR HEAR ME? I AM ALSO A LIVING THING, AND I WILL ALSO FEEL ANGRY. And I tell you, I was frustered off when the class start to behave like butchers and fishmongers in the market and worse, a lot of people were trying to calm the excited down, saying KEEP QUIET and all these stuff. I got real angry. CAN'T THEY JUST SHUT UP AND STAY SHUT! IS IT VERY DIFFICULT? I'm not saying that I am also not in the group that contributes to noise pollution, but at least not that much. And I would like to tell those who keep ignoring me. I AM GETTING REAL ANGRY AND LOSING MY PATIENCE, YOU BETTER DON'T TEST IT BY IGNORING ME, COS I AM GOING TO BLOW UP SOONER OR LATER AND YOU MAY BE THE VICTIM OF MY ANGER. I got a lot of jokes, but I am so angry that I'd stop them. And to that special someone, YOU'D BETTER GO AND REFLECT. I had done a lot of reflection and tried to improve myself, yet there are still those who keep ignoring me. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ANSWER ME? IS IT THAT HARD? Warning those likely to follow the footsteps of the special one, YOU'D BETTER STOP DOING THIS TO ME. AND I AM VERY SERIOUS.

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