Lalala

[ [Xin Qing Bu Hao] ]
-Thursday, December 29, 2005-

Believe that bubbles will shine...
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I am really heart-broken. I just knew he had someone he liked. But I wish them well, cos I know nothing will come out from our relationship. I'll really miss him, but maybe he doesn't even know about my feelings for him. Really feeling bad...
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Plus all the pet shop near my house all closed down, cannot buy food for my terapin. Xin Qing really very bad... I've never been so sad before, except those times I depart from Malaysia.
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Today went to school for CDC. Really very messy. I don't want to wear xi ju yi ever again. Suddenly realised Bo Li Xie is super nice and makes me happy. Bo Li Xie rox! Suddenly realised Sammi Zheng Xiu Wen's voice is very nice. I am still sad...

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|2:32 PM|

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[ [Yeah!] ]
-Tuesday, December 27, 2005-

Believe that bubbles will shine...
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Yeah! Went to Malaysia and had a really fun time. Got a BBQ. Brought home some fishes, happy. But rather sad had to leave cos' today got Guides. Tomorrow going CDC for 3 days. Saw new classroom (2 EP). Not the same classroom. I will miss 1 EP '05 classroom.

Pondered at
|8:45 PM|

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[ [Decided] ]
-Tuesday, December 20, 2005-

Believe that bubbles will shine...
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I think I have decided. I'll continue Guides. Although I hate it in some way, I still like it. It'll be better if they cancel the End Of Year camp. Going to Uncle's house. Then can eat bubble gum. Haha. Dun feel like going. Still got CL HW haven't finish, CDC ju ben haven't bei shu yet, and Guides badgework haven't start yet. Ah!!!!

Pondered at
|11:04 PM|

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[ [3 things] ]

Believe that bubbles will shine...
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The background music is changed to Jay Chou's Ye Qu for the time being. Enjoy.
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Yesterday was making and cooking tangyuan. Quite fun. At 3.07 pm.
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Wasn't very happy today. Not really, but Xiang Rui didn't come cos he was sick, and Eve was 55 minutes late, but it's nothing compared to what Zhen Yi was going to tell me later. We have to do another badgework for Guides again. Why didn't anyone tell me sooner? But CDC was fun, forgot about Guides for a while. Very happy. CDC rox! Although I had to stay back cos had to practice my part, I was happy. I got home. Mom and Sis went out. Soon, Aloysia called me. It was about what I don't want to hear. Guides! I wasn't happy. She told me alot about the recent Guides camp I didn't go. Very terrible. Badgework = Write a compo 1000 - 2000 words. Part 1 only. Talked about other things too. She asked me if I wanna quit Guides. And the big word is YES!!! I have been thinking about this question for long. I am miserable in Guides. If I would be given another chance to go back in time, I would never ever choose Girl Guides. If must join UG, I would apply to change to something else. Wasting time is better than wasting life. I joined CCAs to ease my pressure on studies, not to add on pressure. And if I were to carry on like this, I would burst and turn mad. I've realised nothing in the world is fair, and me last time saying that I like both Guides and CDC was that I was only trying to be fair to Guides. My interest is in CDC and not Guides. So, I WANT TO QUIT GUIDES!!! But I still must consider. Quit Guides.

Pondered at
|4:15 PM|

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[ [Today] ]
-Tuesday, December 06, 2005-

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Okay, today went to school for CDC. Then we were dismissed early. Oh, I'm so glad when I saw my "nv(u) er" come cos I don't have to sub her animore. After we were dismissed, Xiang Rui stayed and he called Charleen and Candy's group to come. Eve never come cos she go overseas, I think so. After we come out of the library, I went with Ci Yi, Xin Wei, Run Ling, Hui Xin and Meng Yee to Suntec. Go to eat. At MacDonald's. Drank a big cup of coke. Felt like burping non-stop. Then while on my way home, Hui Xin, Meng Yee and me sort of talk non-stop. The others go another way. I felt like a "jing di zhi wa". Mmm... Mama say maybe can go my uncle's house in Malaysia, she gotta take something. Then can eat bubble gum. Haha.

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|3:27 PM|

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